loving you…

This is beautiful…

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When you awaken

To a love you never knew

There I will be…

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When you stand strong

For those who cannot for themselves

There I will be…

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When you lift a little one

So she can touch the stars

There I will be…

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When you search forever

In the worldly knot of time

There I will be…

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When your branches entwine and twirl

In reaching for the brilliant sky

There I will be…

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When your treasured moments

Burn bright with fiery promise

There I will be…

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When your winding path

Feels far too far and far too long

There I will be…

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When you are softly resting

Amidst the flutter of tender wings

There I will be…

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When your soulful heart

Journeys atop the crested ocean waves

There I will be…

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When you pause in wonder

To gaze at small things…

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What love looks like

I’m not sure what’s going on with me at the moment. My sensory processing disorder is worsening. In my last post (Travelling) I mentioned how car travel is increasingly difficult. There are lots of other things too.

Next weekend is StitchFest down in Totnes, Devon. It’s one and a half to two hours away. I really want to go. I want to handle fibre before I buy it. I want to smell it. I want to soak up the atmosphere that such an event inspires.

I don’t know if I can actually do it… the traveling, walking in to two unknown venues, the lighting, the noise, being unexpectedly touched, flickering screens, low level spot lights…

I’ve been in tears trying to decide whether I should go, or not, or go, or not… Yes, I meant to write that twice.

What love is, dear reader, is Lovely Husband’s answer. I don’t have to decide until the day. If we get halfway there and I say I can’t go on, he’ll turn back. If I get to the door and I can’t go in, we’ll turn back. If I’m in there one minute, 5 minutes… we’ll turn back. To him I am not wasting his time, not wasting money on fuel, not wasting money on an entry fee… To Lovely Husband the important thing is that I get to try.